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My boyfriend of three years that I have been friends with for even longer proposed to me and I said yes, we have a great relationship, but recently I ran into my highschool crush during my lunch break at work. I think he knows I really liked him in highschool. That like extended into college. For the last week I’ve been dreaming about him, and I’ve even fantasized that I should get him alone and confess to him what I’ve been dreaming, so that I can kiss him. I swear to god this is no reflection of my feelings for my fiance, it’s just something that has never gone away. I feel like I could kiss him just one time, like a kiss goodbye. I know it’s a fantasy but I feel SO GUILTY for even THINKING it! And I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should just suppress it, and ignore it, or if I should talk to my fiance.