There is a girl I’m friends with for almost a year now, but for about 3 months I really got a crush on her. At first I thought it is just a temporary thing and it won’t take long until I focus on other girls, but I just can’t get over her. Sadly I got the feeling that she isn’t interested in a more intense relationship with me at all and I’m sure she knows that I got feelings for her. I don’t have the balls to speak to her about what I feel, I’m afraid she will reject me and everything will become even more complicated.
Every time I see her hitting on another guy I think that I will just stop and look for a different girl, but next day it’s her again who’s in my mind all the time. I feel naive and desperate.