Okay. Okay.
Okay.
This is so difficult.
For a year I saw you every single day. We were so close.
It wasn’t hard for me to fall in love with you. And honestly, I know you loved me too.
But everything was against us. You were graduating, I’m the same age as your little sister. It was clearly not going to work out. It will never work out.
I haven’t spent time with you in two years, but the rare occasions we see each other, I fall in love with you all over again. Things shouldn’t be this way.
I’m in love with my boyfriend of a year, and I know you love your girlfriend of two years. But you and I both know we belong together.
And I think I would survive knowing this if it weren’t for the guilt I feel. I wish I could forget you. I really wish you would stop showing up in my dreams.
Remember how happy we were together? Just talking?
I miss that. So much.
I think my heart is breaking all over again. Please come back someday.
I love you so much Ricky. I hate that I love you.
But I don’t think I can change how I feel. I’m so sorry.