All I want is a woman who will love me for who I am and not try to change me. I’m not bad to look at but I’m kind of lazy. Okay really lazy, but I have a kind heart and I love stupid things like cuddling and staying home watching movies. I’d rather play video games then go out to a bar. I’d rather smoke a bowl and stay home then go get wasted with guys at a strip club. I guess I’m lazy and boring too. Now I’m 36 and I am pretty sure I’m too old to ever have anyone fall in love with me again and I feel incredibly alone. I don’t think she exists, so I wish I could just stop thinking about it.