i always want it to be you K.
i wish i knew what was going on and i could be there for you.
i wish i wasn’t such a failure.
know that i would do whatever i could for you.
i don’t want to ever try and love someone for the sake of loving someone again.
if i ever get to feel anything like what you made me feel again, it will not be on purpose.
if you still care please let me know. i will not waste your effort again. you meant the world to me and without you there i will always feel something missing. i want to know how you are day to day and offer my care but then i feel worthless like i have nothing to offer.
this post is the best i can do for now.
no path i can see, leads to you or the ability to offer you any form of happiness.
