There is this guy I am friends with. He does not want a g/f which I thought was fine by me. Until we started doing “things” together & he was my first for all of them. The only thing is I am still a virgin & I am afraid at this rate it wont be long till I lose that to him too. But I dont care about him at all. I think it is only because I can trust him since he has not hurt me… yet? “I keep going right back/To the one thing that I need to walk away from” Christina Aguilera
