I’ve got these really deep feelings for someone I pretend to be “just friends” with. She’s impossible though. All her friends and family agree that I’m probably the best person for her, as I tolerate all her shit. Sadly, I know she’s probably really not worth it. Guess you just can’t control your feelings. Oh well, there’s no amount of feelings that whiskey can’t control for me.

What I can’t run away from, I just drink away. God, I’m a fucking coward.