so last weekend my boyfriend didn’t feel like going out, so i went out by myself. i ended up seeing some of his guy friends at our local bar. i also ran into some female acquaintances of mine. all night i was trying to hook up one of my boyfriend’s friends with one of my girl friends. we all went back to this guy’s house after hours, and continued to drink. the more i tried to connect my girlfriend with my boyfriend’s guy friend…the more it became obvious that they were both in to me. i’ve never ever done anything like that before (never been with a girl or cheated on my boyfriend). but liquor and curiosity got the best of me, and i slept with both of them. i feel like crap because this was one of my boyfriend’s best friends. i love my boyfriend, and would never want him to feel betrayed or played. i know he won’t find out, as his friend would never want to hurt him, either. but now it’s all weird, and we both feel really stupid and guilty.
