My ex boyfriend kissed me today and told me I was sexy. Now that my current boyfriend isn’t allowed to see me anymore because he got in trouble with the law again, I want my ex more and more. Sometimes I contemplate if I do love my boyfriend like I tell him, or I’m just saying it to convince myself that I love him and he might possibly love me back. The guilt eats away at me all night when I lie in bed trying to sleep.
