I wish I had the courage to tell him why I don’t want to be around him anymore. The things he says to me make me feel rotten about myself. Nothing I do is ever right or good enough. Since it seems to be a recurring theme in my relationships, I am starting to believe it again. I will never be good enough for anyone or anything. Maybe the reason everything they say to me is negative and the reason why not one person encourages the good in me is because there is nothing good there. I don’t want to be around anyone right now because if what they say is true, then I have nothing to live for. Looking at myself through their eyes, it seems like I have failed at the very things that I live for.
