i haven’t had a proper boyfriend for years. i mean, i’ve dated guys, but it’s never worked out. i scare them off or something somehow. maybe i just put out too early.
anyway, i’ve always harboured the thought that i may be a lesbian. i explored lesbian sex when i was pretty young (like, nine y.o). but i’m too scared to try.
i would HATE to have to come out to my family and friends.
my mom would be so patronising and embracing of it. my dad would disown me. and all my friends – particularly the female ones – would be too grossed out for words.