I went to my “friends” house yesterday and we were messing around. I have a boyfriend by the way. Well we were messing around and we almost had sex.I dont really like my boyfriend but I’m in love with this friend of mine. The really horrible part is that my friend doesnt know I have a boyfriend and my boyfriend doesnt know that I cheated on him. I’m only 13…and my friend is 16.
I’ve stolen weed from my sister and given it to people, and I’ve considered killing myself numberous amout of times. I never sleep anymore and I drink coffee everynight at 1 in the morning just to keep my eyes from shutting. I think I turn guys homosexual. My dad is gay, my brother is bi, my exboyfriends usually turn gay and date eachother, and one of my good friends turned gay. Sometimes I feel like Mary from theres something about Mary because I try having guy friends and they fall in love with me and I hate it. I hate it cause they fall in love with me and when I tell them no they hate me and it ruins a perfectly good friendship. I hate being young. Oh well. Thanks for listening.
