I have an obsession with the mexican guy who works in my parking garage. He always asks me out- at first it was just cute, he seems like a nice guy, shy & sweet. But now I think about what it would be like, how I could make this work. Every day when I am checking out we sit and chat while the line of cars stacks up behind me. I do have a boyfriend, and I do love him. He has cheated, and done a lot of things to hurt me though.
I am a professional, and I know I would really be looked down upon if I ended up with someone who is a $6/hr parking guy. I don’t know why I care about that, but it’s hard not to.
I got really drunk with a friend of mine and told her about part of this. We were talking about Mexico & hispanic people. I think she was really offended by this confession, because she is hispanic. She will slam mexican guys, but I think my feelings about this guy, and how I know I couldn’t date him hurt her. Kinda like how you can say your brother is an idiot, but if someone else said that you’d be mad.
I’m online shopping, I’ll buy her something. I know she’ll forgive me. But what I don’t know is how I will resolve this myself.