I’m in love with my best friend’s ex-boyfriend, but he’s leaving soon for a couple months. I feel like I’m dying when I’m not with him, but I don’t like calling him only to feel rejected.
I tell people I’m happy and that I’ve been happy, but I’m just lying to them and myself.
I had sex for the first time less than a year ago and I’ve regretted it ever since. My boyfriend at the time said he wouldn’t tell anyone, but since then we haven’t been friends and I’m scared that he’s told. I lie when asked about it and to my knowledge all my friends think I’m a virgin.
I toilet papered 10-12 houses last night with a group of friends, it took 3 hours, there were a lot of us.