16-Female
i’m a burner.
for those of you who don’t know what that is, it’s someone who burns themself for pleasure or release, just like cutting. i heat up metal objects and then hold them to my flesh until i feel it burn.
when my family sees my burns i tell them i got them in cooking accidents. when my friends ask i tell them that i was really fucked up at the time and i did it to see if i could feel it. the truth is i just like to feel the pain. for me its better than cutting, i’ve tried cutting but i can’t really make myself do it. it’s easier to hold down the metal.