i have been married for less than two years and i have cheated on my husband with four different men on three different occasions. he provides me with a plush lifestyle and i take advantage of it. i fantasize about one of his best friends constantly. i am no longer attracted to him. i feel guilty for wanting to leave him. my father would be so disapointed.
we never have sex anymore. sometimes i think the easiest way to get out of all this would be if one of us died. to all the young girls out there…there is no rush to marry enjoy your youth.
my husband wants kids. and i hate them. this might end up being my platform for leaving him eventually. i feel like i’ve thrown my twenties away.