So I still like the chick that I had a minor thing for somewhat near 5 years ago.
I dunno, we got drunk and had our little thing a while back and I told myself I was over it.
We were friends in a way, in a situation where she was nice to me and I was nice to her but whenever something more interesting came along, I was bottom of the heap.
Now she won’t even talk to me. I think I saw her yesterday but even though I know it wasn’t her, this look-a-like was with another guy and it still tears me up inside to think that she’s with someone else.
I’m continuosly hoping that she’s going to fail in life and that I can someday turn around and hurt her like she’s hurt me. Even though I know that’s not going to happen because she dosn’t give two shits about me.