I use people to get sex. I have never loved anyone except one person. I never get hurt and I’m numb to all emotions. I hate people. I love sex. I lie to my boyfriend about how many people I’ve fucked. I lie to everyone about who I’ve fucked. It would make me seem like a completely different person. I’m just some shy acting girl with vulgar language.
I’m so, so, so fucking pissed off because I’ve been with my boyfriend since November and I’ve gotten everything except sex. it makes me so pissed off, I can’t talk to him sometimes. I don’t know what his problem is and it drives me insane. I’ve known the boy for about a year before I started dating him and we went to a lame dance together and that night, we weren’t even dating but we basically did everything except fuck. THAT also makes me angry. foreplay with no sex is a fucking killer.
I’ve cheated on EVERY boyfriend that I’ve ever had and some one asked me if I cheated on them and I lied and said no. I don’t regret anything I’ve ever done. people call me a heartless bitch but I really don’t care. I numb to this crap and when they call me that, it just boosts my ego. I have an ego larger than earth and I have a horrible habbit of using everyone in my life.