My pointless existence only continues due to the fact that all I lust for is the next female that I do. The only reason from stopping me from carrying out suicide is the fact that I feel pity for the fools who will actually consider missing me as they mourn over me.
I am driving by reputation and power, I make sure anybody I feel is below me, knows that they are below me and they are worth nothing.
I dispise most of my friends and have lost faith in loyalty among common humans, people have lost such morals and it is killing society. I tend to hate most people I meet and make sure they know it, although if they r capable of obtaining something I want, then I will use them to get it.
I feel existence is pointless and religion is only something that people with pointless lives believe in to give reason to their meaningless existence, and I make this well known among people I meet who are into that sort of thing.
I dont cheat on my girlfriends, but when I dont have one, I hook up with ex’s and bestfriends and randoms constantly as I neva feel fulfilled, all I want is the one person I can feel close to, yet I dont believe that females can be faithful anymore so I let this hatred fuel me to hurt people.
This is who I am, admitting it finally has become a release, but now as I read this I realise that I cannot change nor never will