I really want to love someone…to be in love..There are a few girls that want to spend their life with me…But I don’t feel the same. One of them is my best friend and she is REALLY GREAT in so many ways, really, the best! But I don’t feel like she’s “the one” for me. I’ve never been faithful in any relationship my whole life, I don’t know if its my flaw or because I’ve never been in love, but I believe the latter. I don’t want to grow alone, but IDK…IDK…
