My best friend and I used to do drugs together. Now I’m clean and she continues to relapse and is in and out of jail and in bad relationships with guys. I love my best friend more than anything, but I don’t wana end up like her. I don’t wana be around her at all anymore because I fear relapse. But I feel guilty because her life is so much worse than mine. And it was my idea to do the drugs in the first place. So I continue to associate with her, even though I don’t really want to anymore. I just wish things were back to the way they were before the drugs.
