I don’t want to be in a relationship with my ex anymore, he’s a real shit head who I could never trust or feel good about being with. It’s why I broke up with him in the first place……………………
yet we meet up once a week and have out of this world sex.
I can’t say no. Even when I resolve not to have anything to do with him, my actions completely betray me. I’m not stupid. I know this is just going to get me into trouble. I’m a female with sentimental attachments and sex isn’t going to help that……… and not just sex. Amazing nights where we get along like the old days.
It will literally be my worse nightmare if I were to fall in love with him again.
What’s worse is that I know he’s sleeping with other girls… or playing around or whatever you want to call it……… and I’ve started dating someone too..
Fuck fuck fuck. What is wrong with me.
