I started reading these again. It’s been so long since I have been on here.
We used to go on here all the time and show each other our favorite posts and we’d take post and take guesses at whose was whose. No matter what I’d always guess them right, haha. The old memories play back in my head, that’s why I laugh. You’d guess and guess for mine. I don’t remember if you ever got them. But I always told you which ones were mine.
Anyways back to the point. I come back here, years later. Still wondering if you post here.. I like to think you do. We aren’t the best of friends anymore. I miss you terribly. I don’t think you know that. But I wish you did. I always wonder if you think the same. We changed a lot since then. We finally started talking again. After this year of hell for me. I went through so much, but I ended up okay I think. We stayed distant, I wanted to go back to you. But I didn’t. I felt so much regret for losing you.
We have many mutual friends, I always tell them how much I miss you and wish I could have you back. But I wouldn’t want that if you didn’t want me back. I understand if you don’t want me back. I completely understand.
But if you read this, know that I still care and I really do miss you. I hope we can become great friends again… I am so sorry for everything. I realize it was my fault.. Not yours.
