It’s been almost 4 months since you left me and I’m still as fucking pathetic as I was the day you told me it was over. I fucking hate you, i hate seeing your fucking face. When I see you smile it makes me wish I would have fucking killed myself months ago. Yeah I’m a little fucked up in the head, but I’m not the only one. I just don’t believe you lied to me so many fucking times. The worst part of it all is that I believed every fucking word you said. I listened to you and thought maybe you were being sincere and then a week ago I found out you were full of shit. You are a fucking cunt for all of this shit. I just you don’t end up as hurt as I did. On the flip side, Karma’s a bitch and I hope you get what’s coming to you… what you deserve. All I ever wanted was for you to be different. For you to care about me as much as I did you. For you to be the person I could wake up next to every morning for the rest of my life. It’s too late for that now tho, you’re off being a fucking slut and rubbing it in my face every chance you get. I just wish I could disappear so I don’t have to see you or ever be reminded of you again. I wish I had the balls to just blow my fucking brains out so I don’t have to deal with the bullshit anymore. I wish I never made the mistake to fall for you, you fucking whore.
