It’s time to start being a man, a good man. I’m tired of using my youth to excuse my absolutely irrational choices. The fact I’m aware of this makes that excuse completely void.
I truly want to live for others and not myself anymore. This is the first time I’ve ever entertained that idea and felt a rush of relief come over me. I think things are finally going to start getting better.
Nothing could ever bring back someone you lost, but I can start living like someone who made it though because I DID.
In the most unselfish way possible, I am going to start taking myself seriously.
And that shit about having to love yourself before anything else? Learned it in the hardest way. Never forget that lesson.