WARNING: Confession about high school love.
Im afraid that im socially unfit because ive been homeschooled for 10 years. That by itself is a confession. Now I go to public school as a junior, but now when I see a girl I like (Read: FREAKING ADORE), I feel convinced that she will see past me and not wanna be with me. All the time I feel like I’m on the outside looking in with how people talk to eachother. And it amazes me somehow that it’s second nature for a guy to ask a girl out. thus every time I try, I become paralyzed with fear of rejection. Thoughts about me being socially awkward and other guys being better than me puts me in a “Try and land on your face” attitude. I hate it because at those moments, I believe the thoughts. I’m that guy who never says a word.