Best case scenario- he gives me the opportunity to earn his trust, forgets I’m a great disappointment in many areas, that I’ve nothing to offer him but compansionship
Worst case scenario- he realizes he’s too good for me, and I agree and then there is nothing
I’m steeling myself for the worst. But always, like the optimistic fool, I’ll hope he craves the good energies we can provide one another despite the mistakes I’ve made.
And if one day he leaves me for another, I’ll suffer but be nonetheless grateful for ever having been allowed to share his Self. Because the money, the success, none of that bullshit matters. It’s the being.
