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I used to get really excited when I saw you; my chest would flutter and I’d feel the tingle between my thighs when I’d look at your hands and imagine them on me…
It’s just supposed to be friendly fucking but the first time we had sex it kind of sucked. I finally got to see your dick and it was a big disappointment, oh the irony. Sometimes I could feel you and when I did it felt good but most of the time I didn’t feel you at all.
We went at it for an hour and neither of us came and then you went limp…how the hell am I supposed to be excited about the next time we have sex now? I’m pretty sure that’ll never happen because I also think you’re manipulative.

When we were together you told me you wanted to see me happy and you cared. But it was clearly understood that we’re just friends with benefits, especially since we both agreed to it so why does that matter? I know you really don’t care so why are you asking? You keep calling me a friend but really I’m the girl at work you’re sleeping with…slept with, once…either way we aren’t friends, we have hung out with other people 1 time in public and it was the first time we ever hung out.And it was with people from work. I’m not saying I’m attached because I’m so far from it but damn, say what the fuck you mean and stop playing games with a sure thing dumbass.

I know we aren’t together, and I dont want to be with you, but when you talk about other girls it bothers me. Especially when you say they’re falling all over you and they turn out to be 18…you’re 30! It really grosses me out that you’re even considering hitting up an 18 year old; big turn OFF.

Finally I’m worth more than a sqeezed in hour of your time, once a week in the morning after work. I don’t want a relationship with you I just want some one to take me out, to give me something I never get, a freaking date. Show me off, people say I’m hot all the time, even your cousin said it. I fuck like a pornstar and I dont think that something in return is so much to ask for “friend”. You’ll take out little 18 year old girls but not me?

Get real I see right through you.

I also find it odd that you claim I’m the only one you’re interested in having sex with…you’re a man with a semi-functional cock. That’s a lie too.