Truth is im not ready to marry you..i felt pressured when you asked christmas day in front of your family…im not sure your what i want….ive cheated on you twice…once with the ex you hated and on valentines day…where i skipped class and got high for the first time with this guy…and the messed up thing is he also has a gf…i feel horrible…i know if i tell him i have no where to live :/ so my lips are sealed
