you are so beautiful to me. or were. when we were together you had a very natural look going on. amazing brown hair, very subtle or no makeup at all. you seem to hate how you looked back then but i loved it. it was great. i saw your profile picture now and you are the complete opposite. everything i despise about “fashionable” women. awful blonde highlights. who knows how many layers of makeup that makes you look pale with blotches of red. like a damn clown. and i have to ask why! makeup is a disgrace to your beauty. if only you could see that. if only me telling you was possible
