I’m suppressing it outwardly, but I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about someone before. This doesn’t feel fake, you don’t feel fake. Anytime in the past where the person or the situation hasn’t felt fake, well, it’s meant big things. Suddenly life has a whole new perspective. It’s not unlike I’m crawling out from a cave and seeing the daylight; spiritually, mentally, physically. And you seem to agree with me. And I would have already said I Love You, and it probably wouldn’t sound completely crazy to you, you might agree. But it’s still early.
You’re so f*cking amazing. Seriously if I wasn’t so very honestly being myself I wouldn’t be able to keep this up for a second. I don’t expect this to get big. I’m expecting you to leave any moment, expecting what I would consider the worst. But, I don’t think the worst will happen. I’m just prepared to let go, if need be. And the sun hasn’t set even 14 times.
I would write more, but I keep losing my train of thought from your text messages 😉