How can I tell him anything when he won’t let me talk? Then he walks away? Why? Am I not worth anything to him? I felt worthless watching his back as he walked away leaving me in confusion and without any resolution. I didn’t mean to waste his time. I had so many things to say and to ask and he walked away like he didn’t care, taking a little more of my heart with him. I wanted him to listen and let me get to the point(s) that I wanted to make. I could have went to someone else with my excitement and questions, but there was something in it for him. I thought there was, but I realized last night that he wants nothing from me. Nothing. No matter how valuable. I don’t really understand but I deserve nothing from him. I hurt him and I see now that nothing will ever fix that. I don’t ever want to try to love anyone again. I have no more pieces of my heart that I can afford to give.
