i moved across the country to better myself for my girlfriend. we were always under the assumption that when we got to a good place in our lives we’d be able to love eachother properly, so for a year we were on the rocks doing our own thing on 2 ends of the country. She was constantly saying how bad I needed to move back and come live with her, so eventually I did after about a year and a month. When I did get back there, she stayed with some dork she’d been with for what she claims was one month but in reality was the whole year. After a month of her pretending like she had broken up with him and me staying in the same house as her, I decided to move back to where I was. When I moved back she got with him again. She told him how she missed him while I was living in the same house as her. she claims shes in love with me and everything and said i should move back so we could really give it a try. like a fucking idiot i moved back.
She wont kiss me. She wont have sex with me. She says its awkward and I should give her time. she says that when we kiss it doesnt feel right and that i should be patient and stop pressuring her. what the fuck am i doing here? its crazy because i feel like im in the wrong, but this whole fucking situation is wrong. this blows. im gonna get the fuck out of here. this is fucking stupid.