This hurts me a lot more then it hurts her. She says she numb, I wish I could feel numb like her. I think maybe if I was numb I could sleep with out being in pain or get out of bed and be ok for a little while. She says she is never coming back, but I am stubborn and I am going to wait till I can not wait anymore. I wish you would come I miss and I need you more then you know.
