I love my boyfriend very, very much but I feel like he has been getting high behind my back for awhile now… and he’s away from home so I can’t see him to see more warning signs but a few are there. We were dealing fine with the distance but now I feel like the relationship is going south, I don’t think he feels the same though. Everything was good until I started suspecting he lied to me.
Now I met some guy online and he’s beautiful and lovely and I’m ridiculously attracted to him. I’ve been blowing off my boyfriend to talk to him. Ughhh WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?! Why can’t I ever just be happy with what I have? I feel that the new guy is probably just a lust thing, I’m just really attracted to him. But I don’t even know anymore.
FML.