i think i don’t have any friends anymore. i tell my current classmates that i have my best friend in another school but i think that best friend and i are drifting apart. i think i only say it because it’s either i really don’t want to name any of them my best friend or even a friend or i’m really not close to them and i know it deep inside and i know they won’t treat as a real friend not as a ‘she’s smart, she can help me pass or she’s rich, i can take advantage of her’ kind of friend, which really is not a friend at all.
And then there’s this small outcast group that are nice and really loyal around the members of their group and i became a part of their group. They’re really nice except for these two, but mostly just one. This girl let’s call her A, she’s not very…for lack of better words…smart, pretty, rich or nice. well she’s nice sort of. she’s just very very very rude to anyone not part of the group.She’s not smart but i can handle that because a lot of people are slow but she’s being a parasite to me and keeps asking me to help her with her studies which is ok because i do that with everyone but to come in to my house like she owned is NOT ok. she came walking straight inside my house and gave me a mcdo burger telling me that i have to teach her calculus when i went home early from school that exact day because i was sick. she came into my house while i was just about to fall asleep. and she didn’t leave until it was really dark already! She also keeps asking me if she could borrow money and she keeps eating my packed food every single day. although i don’t eat the food and only bring it because my mom insists, it is still annoying. So after what she did, i was really not in the mood to deal with her so i was avoiding her as much as i could but she keeps clinging. so after that day, she was rolling her eyes at me and obviously angry but who cares? at least that’s one parasite gone.
and the other one is just rude when she has mood swings and it’s so obvious sometime when she’s faking it. and rude. and competitive with me at grades. she’s suppose to be my friend and be happy when i get high grades even if it is higher than hers!
so there, i just needed to vent that one out because i can’t tell anyone in school because that will obviously cause rumors.