I love the idea of being so friendly with someone that you could just fuck them. I am not gay and have never been attracted to men, in fact I find men repulsive. I do think that the idea of two friends boning is nice though, maybe because I’ve been to friends’ houses before but not really any girls’ houses. It’s funny because I think to myself, oh I guess I’m gay, but then I go to school and am just drawn to women only, don’t think of men in that light at all.
It’s all about realism with me and it would be easier for me to have sex with someone gay than some girl I like. But the problem is that the gay kids, along with the straight boys, are fucking terrible looking. I don’t find myself attracted to them at all, in any way.
So that means I’m gonna keep being a virgin, I guess, considering that no girls will go out with me in my school. And sticking things in the asshole is painful. Just like choking on things is bad.