is it weird that i’m falling for a guy that i’ve only known for two weeks? a guy that i’ve never even met? i only know him because i was looking for a penpal and i came across this website where it allows me to meet people from all over the world. we got to talking, and he just made me feel so happy. he makes me smile and laugh. i suppose that i shouldn’t believe what he’s saying because he can turn out to be some pervert, but i can’t help it. he’s 31 from the netherlands and i’m 17 from us, and he gets me. i have to talk to him everyday or my day is incomplete. one time, i even cried because he wasn’t online to talk to me. he could be married even though he said that he’s not, but i just want to get to know him. he had called me a couple of times before, and both times were amazing.
i feel stupid for feeling this way, and i can’t really tell anyone because no one understands. i just want to know what it’s like to have a guy to make me happy or special.
no one understands.