i used to have a job, i stole over 9000 dollars last summer. i sprent it all on weed and food. im in college. i never do my work, but somehow get away with it. im so good at making up excuses and getting extensions. i stole 100 dollars from my grandmothers purse when i was 11. i stole from my parents all the time and they blamed my older brother, they dont talk to him now. i lie all the time, about everything. ive become someone that im not. i dont know who i am anymore. ive told so many lies and stories that they have become a part of me and i feel that they actually happened. im absolutly in love with my ex-girlfriend who broke my heart. i think about her all the time, i dont know what to do about it. i want to kill myself sometimes. i wouldnt do it though, too big of a wimp.
