I tell my girlfriend that I don’t masturbate. She says that if I do, it will make her feel bad. She has said it many times and I have told her that I don’t many times. Sometimes I go for weeks without doing it, but sometimes I do it more than once a day, knowing it would hurt her if she found out. I feel so bad but when I’m horny I even think of calling another girl to solve my problems. But I don’t. And after I’m done, it makes me mad that I could even think of such a thing.
