I lied to my best friends and now I have to keep lying just so I won’t look like a jerk for lying the first time. I also am in love with my best friend and I know he likes me back but I know that if we take our relationship further, that things will never be the same or maybe he rejects me and then what do I do? I hate most gays, but I’ve met a few that are alright. Same goes with Mexicans.
