i am a drug addict. i don’t want to live sober. i hate everybody when i am not stoned. most of all, i hate myself when i am not stoned. right now i am sober, and i hate you, and i don’t even know you. i need to get stoned right now or i will kill someone, something. i am going crazy, i need help. i need drugs. help me find drugs.
i also am 19 years old and i want to fuck this neighbor girl, and she’s only like 14 or something. but she is so hot, i still want her. that’s horrible and disgusting, but it doesn’t change anything, i still want a peice of that little ass.
i am thinking of killing myself. i don’t want to live sober. i don’t want to live.