Group Hug

Still mazily wandering…

Still not saying goodbye…

DEARLY I LOVE YOU.

I have played you endless number of times; especially when you go home for holidays. I’m not the right guy for you. This is the reason why you had your mental breakdown. Its because what you see for us is nowhere near what I see. You love me so much, and I care about you. See? Can’t work. Now if only I can tell you this when you look at me with those adoring round eyes. I’m sorry I’m a punk nigga.

The Ewasaurus Roars!

you want to say goodbye? :( well, goodbye then…

I wish I didn’t remember what your face looked like, how your voice sounds, or how your body feels. I wish I could hate you, take the fuel from the pain and spew my hatred towards your memories. I love you.

As I was moving out I found your stash of cards from the various flowers I had sent you while we were together. I never knew you kept them, and I understand why you didn’t take them with you when you left. I miss you so goddamn much, even after all this time. Just so you know, the reason I didn’t move sooner was because some small part of me kept hoping you’d come home. Now I guess it’s finally my turn to move on.

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Thank-you for your sympathy.
Yeah, my wee pup was 14 - it’s harder to deal with the longer they’ve been with you. She really was a part of our family and now, she’s just not there. She’ll always be in our hearts though, and we’ll always have the fondest memories.
You have my deepest sympathies; I’m sure your dog loved you back just as much:)
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Sometimes I wonder if I’m autistic. I don’t like most people, I’m horrible at making new friends, and I don’t know how to just talk to people. If someone I don’t know tells me a joke just to be nice or funny, most of the time I don’t know how to react other than smiling and going on my way. I’m fine with not having a lot of friends, but said friends have other friends and I feel so left out of those circles.